Like really.. so many emotions become blurred. What happens if it ends? What happens if the distance is just too much? But if it works out… man. There is absolutely nothing better than finally getting to see the one person you love.
and I fucking hate it. He goes off, gets drunk, stops responding to me and I just don’t even know what happens to him or where he goes. I hate this. It just makes things so much harder than it needs to be and it makes me sad, because I can remember when he used to text me and talk to me all the time..